Mood: Happy
Music: Hot Hot Hot!!!- The Cure
It's funny how friends make your life so much better. I was going through some serious struggles and I honestly believe it's because of lack of love I feel from... wherever it's missing. Like family, some friends, peers, everyone. But when I gave them a very special Christmas gift, I know they really appreciated it and I felt it. I felt like they appreciated me and loved me. I know I sound pathetic but... I have some emotional problems due to my past.
I've liked this kid Houston for a few months now. I don't trust him at all yet, but he's been talking to me for the past three days. I hung out with him once and we plan to again sometime after Christmas. We'll see.
I'm going to try REALLY hard to stop the smoking, drinking and partying. I live for God and I need to show that in my actions better.
-Panda Bear
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